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Lord, have mercy. Protect me and keep me today. - Freedom is often taken for granted. [Northern Colorado Militia] [Boy Scouts In Cortland]
July 23rd, 2004
02:40 pm


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Lord, have mercy. Protect me and keep me today.
Now to start this off I am not writing this in order to hurt anyone but it is something I predicted months ago and, well, I was right again. Before starting, the only person who heard me predict it before it happened was Charlie. I don't know how much Charlie hates me now but I must say, I have no contempt nor any grudges towards him. I have already forgiven and if he would like to forgive me then fine but if not it is his choice completely. All I can hope for is he says the truth here, whether he hates me or no.

I predicted months ago that Joe would break up with Emmie as soon as Brianne came back. I could have predicted it on its own, after all, breaking up with your girlfriend of almost 8 months right before she moves is a big clue. But then going out with a girl who is obviously discontent with her current boyfriend (and rightfully so, might I add) adds to that as well. However, I am a strong beleiver in primary evidence. Luckily I had truthful friends then (who will remain un-named)who openly came out and told me what Joe said in his alone time, without me even asking (or caring). The comments, along with the logic above made me conclude that this would happen. Then I thought, suppose it doesn't? So I kept it to myself, but I knew it would happen. Who would beleive me though? Charlie listened to me, for which I am thankful. I can't say that he completely agreed, because I don't know that, I never asked, but I did tell him that exact prediction. All my prayers go out to him to tell the truth in that respect if asked.

So there it is. I predicted a break up. It happened. No one would have beleived me if I said it before. No one beleives me now probably. Two years then college, where I can start a new with people who actually think. Until then, I might as well enjoy being here, but no one will beleive me. So there it is. I can honestly say that I am feeling sympathy now, for Emmie, because I know how it is to be dumped for another lover. I am not bitter anymore... it grows old, but I had to say the truth here, and I am clear. That is why I made her promise to abstain from sex till she was married that last day in the Blue Frog, because I knew what would happen. No one beleived me. But I am not the one who lost here, so I don't feel the full force of the blow. I am aware that people hate me, and this will probably propell their hatred further, perhaps making others hate me as well, but I knew this would happen. I don't want anyone to comment on here or to me or anything if they agree... I don't want you to suffer the shit-flinging I may have to suffer. God rest my soul.

Current Mood: sympatheticsympathetic
Current Music: "Give It Away" by the Red Hot Chili Peppers

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Date:July 23rd, 2004 06:54 pm (UTC)
Goodluck sucker.
Date:July 24th, 2004 12:12 am (UTC)
0WNAGE lol
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Date:July 24th, 2004 02:28 am (UTC)
good man... i believe you, bc pretty much everyone predicted it and noone wanted to say anything bc they didnt wanna sound mean
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Date:July 24th, 2004 03:44 pm (UTC)
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Date:July 24th, 2004 09:13 pm (UTC)


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